i was with kimutaku-san (;p).. we were saying goodbyes.. i was very sad as though i know he will die.. he said to me as i cried and we hug each other.. "love them, cherish them.. call them sayang if you must.. because that's the only way to reach their heart."
then i woke up..
the clock ticking at 4am..
real sadness and real tears in my eyes..
the feeling of despair was overwhelming..
i cried a bit
then i went back to sleep..
what does the dream means?? i guess nothing.. but the feeling of sadness gradually turns to strange feeling of loneliness.. the felt i completely understand.. of course i'm a bit lonely.. mie dah bersalin.. i'm alone at work.. and na dah pindah umah baru.. and also kakyat on her cuti2 mesia at kampung.. so, i'm alone at home too.. i guess there's nothing i can do to improve the situation but of course i'm sure i can improve my mood by doing things like and love.. (guess what ? hehe.. )
i give u some clue.. penah tengok ni x? hmm.. aku pun xpenah.. :p
dah tengok ni, cam tak caya je aku minat giler ngan dia.. umur pun dah 38 dan anak 2 orang.. ( dia lah, bukan aku..;) )
~ others said and i qoute : If Love is a Universal emotion, then the pain it often causes (some might say inevitably causes) is equally Universal. ~
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